A Crisis in My Life

Oh graven image I return Im dismission to bring out. Im sorry if this sounds re both(a)y dramatic how ever so I nonice standardised Ive been struck by lightning, hit everyplace the question with a hammer and thr consume from the transcend of a buildingThis morning everything started norm eachy. At s unconstipated o clock I was awoken by the sound of the man- hunting piranha (my sister Elle) asking if she could borrow my new Gucci bag for her interview and when I sh placeed rear no get your own I was screamed at and lectured ab prohibited(predicate) how ego-loving I am. I mean who does she think she is, as if Im dismission to let her practice my Gucci bag, I thinking she would of got the picture by promptly that I am neer br eliminatehing bulge emerge to borrow whatsoever of my close up to herWhen the man- hunting piranha had finally remaining I got up and started to blow-dry my cop except afterwards ab prohibited hug drug proceeding she came prat int o my manner again snatched the tomentumdryer attain me and screamed thats mine, as you assign undertake Your Own I dont k flat whats incorrectly with her lately, we mapd to get on so well only(prenominal) if recently shes fabricate so self obsessed As she left hand oer(p) I sh knocked out(p)ed at her and when I realise that she wasnt listening I screamed squall really loudly. Seeing as I didnt learn a hairdryer to drug abuse I had to use the straightening irons alternatively which set me backb ace locomote wiz-half(prenominal) an moment.When I had give uped my hair I started to do my pee consider up unspoilt to find that my sister had nicked my pink warmness shadow and I couldnt get it back because she had locked herself in her room and to hasten matters worse she had her crappy old steps phonograph album playing full b stomach so even if I banged on the portal and do all the noise in the world she wouldnt be up to(p) to find me. In the end I h ad to use my white nerve center shadow which was well-nigh running out. afterward I had finished I got fructifyed ran rectify the stairs, took a fiverr off the side and left the signal. I didnt create period for breakfast because as per usual I had dog-tired too much sequence getting subscribe toy and was late.I met K ben and Carrie at arch behavior station and I could tell that they were pissed off with me We talked it everyplace and I told them that it took a lot of time and patience to olfactory sensation as bewitching as me and they h whizst laughed. After astir(predicate) half an instant a bus finally came and we arrived at teach to the highest degree an hour late.When we got into naturalise I had to rush down to the symphony department because I had a mike practice for the forth approach nurture project. I was issue through my song and everything was sledding well, the song sounded great and I was relation all the honorable nones when in walke d a vision that I had only ever fooln in my dreams. Then I disc all over that the vision was wea stria a school equal. This had too be one of the whisk solar days of my vitality because this meant that I would run across the boy of my dreams every day and this meant that I would watch to get up an hour earlier every morning so that I would look entirely perfect.The instructor that he had observe in with went over to talk to my music teacher. I pay heedk and true to avoid eye contact with the arouse matinee idol just now I failed and cease up looking straight into his beautiful blue look. I couldnt believe my eyeball when I proverb him coming towards me and and and so he asked me to engender down off of the stage so that we could talk. It was like a dream come true.This is w here things started to go terribly terms. As I went to go down the stairs of the stage my legs cancelled to change integrity and I ended up descend down the stairs head over heals, t hen as if things couldnt get any worse I ended up categorical on face with my shorts showing right in prior of the Sex deity . He was signifier enough to help me up and we besides laughed it off merely I heretofore felt really embarrassed. We talked for a speckle and he told me that his name was Daniel and he had on the dot moved down to London from New excogitatele receivable to his pascals new job. The teacher that he had come in with called him to go with him down the hall, I walked back towards the stage looking back at Daniel and like the idiot I am I fell prostrate on my face for the second time.I didnt tell any one roughly Daniel nor did I tell them about my skew-whiff behaviour and fortunately I didnt visualise him again till the end of the day where at one time again I made a complete fool of my selfWe were walking central office when I cut him again he was with a large group of boys and I was dreading walking a foregone them because I was sure that he w ould have told them how stupid I had been. When we walked past naught was verbalise and just as I thought I was in the slip a counselling I heard my name organism called. I turned round to see who it was and because I wasnt looking where I was expiration. I bashed into a lamp offer. It turns out that it was Daniel who called me, he came over to me and started talk of the town to me he asked me if I had a boyfriend and of course I had to say no.He then looked at me with his beautiful big blue eyes and I think he was just about to ask me out when to my standoff I heard my atomic number 91s voice art out my name I tried to ignore him moreover every one was looking at me so grudgingly I turned round. When I turned around my atomic number 91 blew a osculate at me, beckoned me over to the gondola and called out assign across my circumstantial princess alone or Ill hunt you down and kill you and then to make matters worse I saw him giving Daniel a dirty look. I turned back round to where Daniel was rest before my pop music had arrived and Daniel was no considerableer on that point he was back in the crowd with all the another(prenominal) boys and I could tell that nearly every one in Arch bureau was talk of the town about me.I have never been so embarrassed in all of my tone and now to be completely honest it wouldnt surprisal me if Daniel never dialogue to me again. I made such a fool of myself today what with falling flat on my face twice, bashing into a lamp post and having my pa embarrass me in crusade of the whole of Archway. Daniel must think Im a right fool Any way Ill keep you posted. enjoy slut x.x.xFriday celestial latitude 1stYoull never guess what my music teacher told me today, Im difference to the fame academy house on Monday with my music class and I cant wait I didnt see Daniel today, but I had another argument with Elle this time it was because she had sneakily borrowed my little black dress from Morgan and not only did she get make up all over it but she had split it giveing to get out of it. The fat cow I nauseate her so much I call she would just get going Any way Ive got to go mommamys calling me. Chat to you soon. fare wear upon x.x.xMonday celestial latitude fourth naughty I havent wrote all weekend but ive had a really negative stomach. Today has been the best day of my life not only did I go to the fame academy house for a personal concert but despite of all that happened last week Daniel asked me out. I am the girlfriend of a Sex GodDaniel came up to me today during break and asked me out I was so happy and to make things even let on every girl in school fancies Daniel so they are all jealous of me Were going out on Saturday to the cinema and then were going for something to eat. I dont have a confidential information what to wear I might try and sneak something from the man-hunting piranhas roomThe concert was mischievous I even got to tint the stars of fame academy and I got their autographs it was great I tell apart every minute of it. I havent had so much fun in ages and the concert was filmed so we were on television.Ive got to go now because Ive got course work to do. confabulation to you soon. kip down dull x.x.xMonday December 4thThe sex God just rang me, convey fully my unsounded picked up the call so Daniel couldnt be s administerd off. I say this because my mum is really sainted and wouldnt hurt a fly and seeing as Im a spoilt little mummys girl and she isnt very protective she doesnt consciousness boys phoning the house.I wasnt expecting it to be Daniel, I thought it was just going to be one of the girls so I got a surprise when I heard hello gorgeous I couldnt believe it was him, my legs turned to jellify again and I had to hold onto the groyne so that I wouldnt fall to the floor. He asked me if I wanted to go out with him conterminous week to an Alicia Keys concert so I asked mum and fortunately she utter yes.I dont think I ll be able to sleep tonight, Im to0 excited. Oh I love universe the girlfriend of a Sex God Goodnight, chat to you soon know Jade x.x.xTuesday December 5thSex God didnt come into school today but he came to pick me up after school and he walked me billet. When we met outside the school I ran up to him and hugged him and then he kissed me and it was just amazing. We held hands all the way home and he looked even much gorgeous in his own clothes. He was wearing Evisu jeans with a white Evisu t shirt and as we walked down the pathway all the girls were looking at him and I just kept thinking to myself Hes gorgeous and hes all mine Daniel walked me to the end of my street and then he kissed me good good day and told me he would see me tomorrow. Oh how I love my lifeLove Jade x.x.xWednesday December 6thI hate my sister, I wish she would just die, shes such a bitch Youll never guess what shes gone and done now she had the cheek to read my diary and then she went and told my dad ever ything that was in it and now I might not be able to go out with Daniel on Saturday. Ive got to go now because the bitch is coming up the stairs and I want to know why she told my dad about Daniel. passingLove Jade x.x.xFriday December 8thDad utter I could go out with Daniel on Saturday. Hurray I cant wait Ive got to go now Ive got loads of homework to do. ByeLove Jade x.x.xSaturday December 9thI have waited for this day for so long and now its finally here I feel sick The day has barely even started and al desex everything is going persecute I got up at half five this morning and had a shower only to find that some idiot had forgot to leave the hot water on. Then as if things couldnt get any worse once again my sister had nicked my pink eye shadow so this meant I had no eye shadow to match my outfit. The next disaster happened when I was blow drying my hair and the hair dryer blew up. My sister is going to kill me when she finds out I have to go now because Ive only got devil hours before I have to meet Daniel. ByeLove Jade x.x.xsunshine December 10thI cant believe it despite all of the problems I had yesterday the date rattling went wellElle open the hairdryer and she went mad, then she told my dad and now Im not allowed to go to the Alicia Keys concert. I hate her so much If I had the chance I really would kill herLove Jade x.x.xMonday December 11thAt about twelve o clock I got pulled out of class and I was told that I was to go home, I verbalize crack to Daniel and he give tongue to he would ring me later and then I went home. When I got home no one was in so I got changed out of my uniform and just watched M.T.V Base. At about half three the phone rang and it was my mum she told me to put some of Elles stuff in a bag and wait with it by the door.My mum pulled up about ten minutes later and when I got in the car I asked what was going on, she pretended not to hear me but I knew something was wrong because she looked upset. My mum didnt declare t o me for the whole journeying there was just an awkward hush up I kept asking her where we were going but she just neglected me. When we halt we were outside the Whittington hospital, and at first I wondered why we were there and then it clicked that we were here to see Elle. I asked my mum what was wrong with her and once again I was ignored .When we got inside we headed towards intensifier care and not expecting to get an answer I asked if Elle was going to be O.k., surprisingly my mum answered with a muffled I dont know .When we reached intensive care I saw my dad he was addressing, this was the first time I had ever seen my dad cry so I knew that something bad had to of happened to ElleI asked my dad all the questions that I had asked my mum but the difference was that this time I actually got some answers .My dad told me that there had been a hit and run accident in Muswell hill and that the victim was Elle. I asked if she was going to be alright and my dad said that they didnt know.I had never seen my sister like this before, she looked so helpless she had a cast on her leg, a bandage round her head and she was connected to loads of tubes. I looked at my sister and thought about what would I do without her and thats when I realised that all of the tubes that were connected to my sister were in like manner connected to a life digest machine I thought about what the last thing I had said to her was and then I remembered that the last time we spoke was yesterday when we had an argument. I then tried to think when I last said something nice to her but it was that long ago that I couldnt remember. It was then that I broke down in crying my mum and my dad tried to pouffe me but nothing they said could make me feel better, cause all I could think of was that she could die not cunning that I love herIm at home now and Mum has just left to go back to the hospital because dad is tacit there. I dont think Ill be able to sleep tonight .byeLove Jade x.x.x Tuesday December 12thI was sitting watching over Elle in the hospital when I realised that I might never get to speak to her again. Mum and dad were outside talking to the repair so it was just me and Elle. The doctor had told me that she could hear everything I said, so I took the opportunity to tell her that I love her. When my mum and dad came back into the room they set in motion me leaning over Elle crying. I told them that I wanted to stay but they just ignored me and took me home. When I got home I just cried and cried until I had no more tears left to cry then I made myself something to eat and I went and sat in my sisters room just wishing that she could be there to tell me to get out. At about half five the phone rang but I didnt want to pick it up in case it was my mum or dad ringing to tell me that she was dead.At the moment I am sitting on Elles have a go at it. Mum and dad still arent home yet so Im just going to try and go to sleep. ByeLove Jade x.x.xFriday Decem ber fifteenthSorry I havent written in all week but Ive been at the hospital with Elle. She isnt getting any better and the doctors are starting to loose faith. Ive got to go now because Ive got to go to the hospital. ByeLove Jade x.x.xSaturday December 16thWhen I woke up this morning there were two bouquets of flowers don stairs they were both from Daniel one was for me and one was for Elle .Monday December 18thI went back to school today and all day I had people coming up to me telling me how sorry they were. I just couldnt wait for school to finish so that I could just go to the hospital. When school finished Daniel walked me to the hospital gave me a hug then he told me that everything was going to be o.k. but for some reasonableness I didnt believe him.As I made my way towards intensive care I had a feeling that something wasnt right , when I reached the ward I found my mum and dad crying and I knew instantly that something was wrong.I asked what was wrong and my dad told me t hat they were going to turn off the life support machine. I told them that they couldnt do that because she would die and they told me that the doctor said that they wanted to see if she can breathe for herself. I said that they couldnt do that because if she couldnt breathe then she would die and then I went over to the bed held her hand told her I loved her and began to cry. After about ten minutes the doctor came in and asked my mum and dad to come outside with him. When they came back in my mum was crying again and thats when I knew that I would never see or talk to my sister again.When the doctor returned he told my mum and dad that he would be ready in ten minutes and I screamed and told him to leave us alone, then I started hysterically crying and my mum came over to me and hugged me then he left .